hey guys

well today is a quickie
i am about to leave on a bday thing
yes it was my bday
it was the other day
last sat.
ya so not that much happend
i found a new blog
breaktheillusion.com
look it up
it is coo
so that is it
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my god is it fun today
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srry guys

i know i aint post nothin in a long time
but hey..
sue me
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so i have so much to tell u guys
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ok so i have been hangin out in chat rooms and myspace lately
i have met some uh wat r u thinkin???
and call me tonite k?!!?
and some ur weird but i like u
so that is just some of them
i know wat ur thinkin
oo that is too hazardus
u dont know who is on the other end
some one might kill u
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welll
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to fuckin bad
(srry cursin)
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cuzz it is not like im ever gonna meet them
or nothin
so wat do i care
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know onto school
it was thanksgivin break
and my teacher ms. nice
gave us religon homework
to say wat we were thankful for
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can guess mine
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u all have it
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some r big some r small
some r dang ur a horse
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.
know wat did u say?
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no it aint ur dick
its ur computer
dang man really
dirty minds
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that was my whle class too
so i guess we all like the computer
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who doesnt?
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so i have been thinkin
i want to add some thin to this blog
but wat?
so since no one ever comments me
then i guess i will...
start too
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nvm
(never mind)
too much work
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my god am i lazy too day
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it was halloween

it was so fuckin fun on halloween
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i had to go to school
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that was probly the worst part
i had to do so much stuff for that day it was not even funny
i had to help work on a booth at nutrition and lunch
i kinda skiped lunch that day
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some of the costumes at my school were freakin pathetic
some people came in freakin shit
(srry for the lack of aanother word)
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like A he came in jeans and a freakin shirt
i have no i dea wat he was to be
it was just borin
when did peoplle lose the halloween spirit
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know cas's costume was one of the best
she was a black butterfly
the dress made her look hot
omg dude
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then thmf(tree hugger mmother fucker)
guess wat that hipi was
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guess!!
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i bet would never guess but
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she
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was
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a
...
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.
a shootin star!!!!!!!
I KNOW
WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS!!
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that was gonna be mine next year
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lol
jk
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know the best for last
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mine
i was suppooosed to be jonny from the outsiders
if u have no idea who that is
PICK UP THE BOOK AND READ IT
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srry im bein so shouty
im just freakin pissed
i dont even knoe y?
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well that is...
O WAIT
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i went to cas's house on halloween
we went trick or treatin
it was fun
her friend
wats her face was there
we went to her step grandfathers house
it was so much fun

im so fuckin tired...

omfg
i was so fuckin tired taht i almost fell asleep in class
dont ask wat i did last night
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then tommarrow is hollween i think ill finally post pics
ya i think i will
my friend cas is dressin like a butterfly
her dress is a halltertop and corset
wit butterfly wings
ya it will be awsome
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hey send me some of ur pics and ill post them
hey
they might not go up
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ya so im gonna dress like a soc
if u dont know wat that is
read the outsiders
ya
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the only thin diff that im gonna do is
im gonna be a drug addicted and hungover
soc
it will be awsome
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my god is it gonna be a good day
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ok so i havent posted in a while

sue me i f ur mad
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jk
lol
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so some stuff has happind at my school
im know in student council
how i got voted in i have no freakin idea
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ya
so we are havin all of this fun stuff on holloween
and no
we have no haunted house
i know it suxs
BUT
it was not my idea
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i am one of the judges for the costume contest
yes
heart breakin
i cant win this contest
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(like i would actually win)
my costume is a greaser
or a soc
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u know the ones from the ooutsiders
ya
those
and if u dont
pick up the book and read it
it is awsome
i think some of the chartecter i would go out with
uhhhhh...
they sound hot
the movie depicks them very wellll
they even look hot in the movie
uhhh...
o srry
i kinda went into my own world
hey ummmm
ya
so...
o yta know i rember
so one of my best homies
and homies are my closets friends
is havin guy trouble again
T is in trouble
so
me and her r in the middlee of it
so
there is this guy at my school jer
ya
he is in love wit her
he askes her out on dates constantly
so
he gets jelous when she hangs out wit eye
ya the guy that hates me
welll
it turns out that he is jelous of me
yes
me
cause i hang out wit T a lot
i just hate bein in the cecnter of things
it just is weird
so i have alot of stuff happin
i went cruzin for the first time yesterday wit Ts family
yes cruzin
it was actually fun
hey im gonna let u guys into my personal life more
look me up on myspace
here is my url
myspace.com/beach_forest_city
yes look me up
make sure u send me a message that u found me on this blog
or else i will spam u
hey we might even go out one day if ur lucky
look me up
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my god is this confusing
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some of my friends

ok so people
my friends have had my back for a long time
they have kept my secret
that i am bi
know it is noit a secret
so ya
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well any ways i want to tell u about them
ok so my oldest friend ir fran
she is ok
sometimes
but
she gets on my freakin nerves sometimes
she never knows when to joke
and when not to
she has been like family to me
that young sis
that always annoys u
but u get her to do stuff for u

now one of my besties
her name is sandy
she i really nice
we can tell each other everything
she is my other besties prima
she is awsome

ok so my friend T
u guys have met her
she is tyhe one i asked for
ya
well she is awsome
she comes to me for advice everyday \
mostly
i can talk to her about her bfs and the ones i want
the best part is that she has a hell a of a lot of cute couzins
ya

ok so my best guy friend
the only one i have since i came out
his name is A
he is shiten
he is one ... no 2 years younger then me
ya
but he is coo
we josh about a bunch of things

A, T, and me bi boy
we rule the school
T s the ghetto end
A is the guys end
and me
well im the girls side
u know wat im talkin about
the cutsie girls wit the make up and the short skirts
ya it is good to be me
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my god is my school great some days
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im srry

i have been so side tracked
im srry i have not updated
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so this is wat is happin in my life
one of my friends cas
she has been cheatin off of my paper on tests
so she finally got cought
my god
man
i really didnt want her to get cought
causee know she cant play in vball
she is no longer the captin
and is in the most fuckin bad mood
god she is just like one of my gf(girlfriends)
so we broke up
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boo how
im ok know
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she has a blog too
yesilicous.blogspot.com
so anyways
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my school has gotten so tight wound
everyone acts peeved all the time
all of the girls are on there periods rightknow
it is that time of the month
so they r all freakin mad and shit
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srry about the swearin
it is kinda hard not to do
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so ya
hey if ur a new commer look at my old blogs
and comment me
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ok so i need ur guys help
umm
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i really need a date
if ur in the 8th grade
and u want to be my date and in southern cali
then send me
at svuguy13@aim.com
come on guys plz
i just really need
one
it has been a while since my last one
so hey
u can even see me face to face
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so my life has become a hell hole
the rumor i started about me been bi has finally gone around the whole school
alot of the people at my school r ok wit it
but
there r these 2 guys that rnt
eye and car
god r they assholes
eye
dude he will never except it
i was never really friends wit him so its arite
know car
dude he is the worst
once he found out
he comes up to me and says if it is true
and then hesays that is just wrong
ya
he says homosexuality is wrong
ya that was my expression as well
like wat the hell is wrong wit u?
so know i dont hang out wit
him
is jsut a toatal ugh..
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my god people r just so closed minded
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wat the hell

so im srry i didnt post yesterday
i had alot i had to do with my friends
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one of them almost was cought in a drive by
she was suposed to be in the car
thank god that she didnt go
she and her bf would have gone but didnt
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my other friend
he just came out of a dark stage
then his grandfather died
and know he is depressed again
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y is the world never perfect?
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my god dtuff happens to much
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that is y i started this blog
that is so
if anyone sees it they can comment
that is also happining in there lives
so that i and hem know they are not the only ones
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well
my stupid teach had my whole class dress all nice and civil
like buisness men and women
u know collard shirt
tie the whole shabang
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it was kinda fun
but not really
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ya so my life is kinda hecktic
i hardly find the time to post on my blog
wit helpin my friends, homework, school, family
it is hard
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this is just so seien to find a place to talk
even if no one is listenin
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my god is my life so hecktic
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ok guys it is time i lay some facts

lately i have not said anythin on grls
well...
the truth is
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no i am not only gay!
but
there r no grls that i like at my school
so there is this one grl
but we r too good of friends
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not really
but ya u get my point
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she is more like a flirtin buddie
so ya
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well
that is y there have not been that many grls metioned
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...
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so i dont think i talked about this..
u know that guy that T liked
but he said he was gay
well..
it turns out that he really is not gay
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i know rite!!
y would he say he was gay?
umm he had a good reason
..
u want to know y?
...
too bad cause im tellin u
he did not want to lose his face to Ts bf
so ya
smart move
BUT
NOW THEY R FRIENDS WIT BENIFITS
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ok so i think it is time that i tell u
that i like this porn star
u all might know him
he is brent corrigan
at brentcorriganinc.com
if u dont know him
find him
he is just so hot and cute
i want him to just ya
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im not a creep
so stop thinkin that
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my god is he hot
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wat the hell is with he guys

god im so pissed at the guys at my school
shit man
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just because im bi
that does not mean that i like all of them
so some still didnt find out
BUT
the freakin ones that did...
i want to just punch them
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their is this one kid
eye
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ya he has nice eyes
and sometimes looks hot
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but
that freakin dude thinks i like
or even love him
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i would never fuckin tap him
dang ..
he is too freakin not my type
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oh but
that is just rude
of me
i shouldnt start doin that
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well
today i got my subscription update on youtube.com
ok so it is not the most thrilling thing in the world
but
there is this drama that i watch
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so it is in spanish
not just spanish spanish
but a different then wat is spoken in the us
it is coo
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so u want to know about it
..
to bad if u dont cause im telin u
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ok so it is about these two boys
both r gay
but one is openly
and the other is not that much
so they start too go out in secret
it becomes overwhelming hard for the boys to keep it a secret
so the boys go through the whole thing of break up
comin out and havin sex
so that is the basis of the show
it is awsome
i would give it full up(in many ways)
ya so
check it out
the name of the show is el cor de la ciutat
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well that comed me down
i feel like a snack?
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o wait
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nm
my god am i random today or wat
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another day

so hey people
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if u just found this
hope i dont bore u
BUT
if im intresting i want u to let anyone know
ok
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so today was a normal day
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except i got juicey stuff on my friend T
ok this is not a guy
srry boys
she is my best homie
ok so she is one of my only homies
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well
she has this friend
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lets call him g boy
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so she was all flirty wit the guy
layin all of the tricks and lines on him
so she finally asks him out
(ok if ur an old fat dude, no afense, dont come lookin for these people)
and he tells her he is gay
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im all like wat the hell
didnt u say he was a cholo
(no affense)
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she is like i know
he looks straight and acts straight
BUT HE IS GAY
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ok so i asked her my true test
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has he had straight sex before
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guess wat his answer was?
...come on guess
......fine ill tell u
he has!!
so i had to break the news to her
he was all the way gay and might never go back
so she was all pissed at me
watev
so i finally reasure her
i told her to ask him if they could be...
brum roll plz....
friends wit benifits
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ok sounds korny but
it might work
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so any way
i need help wit my friend
plz give her some advice
send it to me and ill tell her!!!
this is my plee to u
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so while this was all happin
my other friend "YA"
yes that is his name
dont ask
noe of u would get his nick name
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so he was all askin about g boy
and he starts to critize the way we gay people make love
hell no
we have sex
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so i finally break down and ask him if he want s to know 5 times before i tell him
.. so he said he want ted to know every single time
so i told him every way i know
DOCKING
ASS FUCKIN
ORAL
ya that covers it
so ya he started to barf
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he held it in though
it was the fuckin funniest thing ever
he was all chokin on his barf
and ramin into gates
and freakin yellin as loud as he could
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thank god that our teachers dont give a rats ass wat we do
ay they were all talkin to students and each other while this hapined
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dude mrs. big was out there
she was laughin up a storm wit some of my friends
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then ms. nice
hell she is the worst
people r playin grab ass rite in front of her and she dont care one bit
it is freakin funny wat we get away wit
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my god
my school is so much fun
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the fair

so my school has this fair every year
ya fun, games, dancing
the whole shabang
of course my class has to do the drinks booth
ya
for us we all love it so much that almost none of us volenteer
so wat happins
...
well guess
...
fine i ll tell u
i get picked to do the booth with three of my friends
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know let me tell u wat this fair is like
a buch of drunk blond people(no offence)in their 20's
with a bunch of old people or srry elderly people
now these elderly people are drinkin as well
there is music playin
a bunch of drunk people everywhere
while me and my friends a sellin soda and water
at a small booth
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the oly intertainment was with my friend cas
(she was one of the to know about me)
she is ok wit it
her and i pass notes in class talkin about guys, girls, and anything in the world
her and i were ratein the guys that passed by
and some girls
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know when i saay some girls
i mean...
they all looked the same
blond hair
blue eyes
kinda tall
skinny as hell
with a really tight mini skirt that was very stripper like
and really tight tank top so that u could see their hard nipples
(know look down)
lol
i just had to do that
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now u know y only some girls
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plus the guys were so much more interesting
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out of this fair i saw maybe 3 gay guys
it sucked like hell
bein in california by the beach
and only 3 gay guys
that is just wrong
but i guess they were all at disneyland
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well ratein the guys was fun
the best part of course was leavin
i went to disneyland
for gay days
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know here is were the day got interesting
as we were goin to get onto the tram to go to disneyland
my dad notices that alot of people are wearing red
on one guys shirt i see
"gay days at Anaheim"
in my head i was sayin
i should have worn red to day!!!
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now my parents and my sister do not know that im bi
or
at least i dont think they know
so i could not hit on any guys
it sucked
goin to a place with a bunch of cute gay guys
and not bein able to hit on them
or to at least talk to them
i hated it
it was torture
...well
not really hated
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so that whole time i had to watch as a potenal bf floated by
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well at least i had this day off
know on tues day i have to go back to school
to mr. von dick
i so dont want to go
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my god it was an ok day
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Bi Boy

first post

this is my first post
well...
lets start with some backround to me
well i go to catholic school
at my school we have
good teachers
bad teachers
and new teachers
all of them know me
and all of them dont know me
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my class ahs less then 20 students(i know it sucks)
everyone of us has secrets we keep from each other
...
between u and me
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i know most of them
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im kinda like a drifter
i move from group to group in my school
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know let me introduce u to my teachers then
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1)mrs. big-aka- mrs.r
she is really nice
she is a good teacher
she listens to all of us
2)ms. thmf-aka- ms. tree hugger mother f***er
she is a toatal hipi
her favorite word is namaste
her role shifts
sometimes good
sometimes bad
3)mrs. nice-aka- ms.n
dont let her name decive u
she is pretty nasty
she is a "spitirual gardian"
she has hyper everything
too many problems to count
4)ms. bull-aka-mrs. t
i used to love this teacher
know she is just annoyin
she does not know when to stop
5)(last)mr. von dick-aka-mr. dick
he is the worst
he has no idea of when to stop talkin
we all think he f***s the teachers
he is the most evil principal you will ever meet
his last school shut down