90(2010) part 2

fill in the blanks with ur answers in the comments
What was the best part of last year?

What was the worst part of last year?

What was the biggest surprise of last year?

What are you most looking forward to next year?

Is there anything you are not looking forward to next year?

Which new years resolutions did you keep last year?

Which new years resolutions did you break last year?

What will be your new years resolutions next year?

Which resolution are you most likely to break?

Which resolution are you most likely to keep?

What will you be doing on new years eve?

Who will you be with at new years eve?

Who do you want to kiss to see the new year in?

Who will you probably end up kissing to see the new year in?

What was the best song of last year?

What was the best TV show of last year?

What was the best book you read last year?

What was the best film of last year?

What change would you like to make to your life next year?

What change would you like to see in the world next year?

90(2010)

really... its new years eve and wish to write down my new year revolutions
1. watch less TV
2. talk with people more
3. do three blogposts a week
4. do one vlog a week
5. get a new relationship
6. make a person so happy they cry
7. watch an elvis movie
8. break two pr's
9. New fone from my money
10. get a summer/winter job
11. draw something every sunday
so yeah.. was planning this huge extravagant post but not feeling it now... so yeah

Such a weird dream

warning does contain explicate material not for faint of heart or young

Super weird dream...part of a group of reacquiring ones. So its harry potter themed. I'm one of the top wizards of the castle but its not haqwarts. The top wizards are allowed to go into these secret rooms. I explore through them until I find a balcony. And a song bird that I hav seen in every one of my dreams is there. I tell it to come to me and it comes closer and closer. Then it flies away and comes back and nuzzles into my beast. I look up and the nastiest lookin falcon in the world. So I take the song bird with me. And I'm headin to my room wen a lion transporter comes rite in front of me tellin me to go to the bank vaults. So I take it down... It felt lik fallen through water and a roller coaster at the same time. Then I get in the long ass line to go to my vault. U noe how weird the people r from lik the wizard world. So there were a whole bunch of creepy things. But two very hot guy too. One was stark naked but wit a white blue tinge to his skin. The other was tan skinny and fit with red hair and only tan colored skinny jeans on. So my song bird is bein a pest so I tell it to go find a place to chill. So it flies up to the chandelier on the ceiling. So I get bored in this line and the blue guy is behind me and keeps staring at me with lust. So I reach over and start stroking his dick. Then all of a sudden music starts to play. I let ohm down there. So I grab him again and stroke him hard. He starts to moan over the music he is playin. His face fills with ecstasy. And the goblin at the desk yells next! I turn to the red haired guy in front of us now strain and rubin the front of his jeans to us. I tell him to go but he replies that he already went. So I trudge up sayin ill b bac. And the goblin asks name? I tell him and he seems surprised. And asks where is ur golden goose? I loook at him weird. That bird u brought in. All golden geese must be kept in the vault. He tells me. So I call down my song bird and reluctantly hand it over. I then conger the walls to wrap around me and the two boys. Then I take both of them. Wen I get back to my room I call for my song bird and he comes.

do you USE myspace?

come on people do you really?

"Mmmm Mr Wizard yum"

ok idk who the fuck is posting these picks of the actor from wizards of waverly place but can i say for all the queer youth in the world.....THANK YOU!  no im not gonna say were i got the pic from lets just say its from uysgay ithway onesiphay otday omcay.  if u can figure that out then u can find the pics.  but i warn thee, the site aint for the eyes of the straight and narrow.. in short no parents allowed. but i was able to snag this pic off there server of him. and can i say i think i see alittle bulge! that just makes all my suspicions true... so sorry ladies he aint batin for yo leagu! HAHAHA....  we boys get all the good men.  so with that i leave u with a HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

what are bloggers comming to?

so i was using the next blog button last night.  and i can not believe how many reading blogs came one after another. ok so i noe i am not the best advocate for reading. i actually hate it with a passion, well constructive readin.  blah blah shut up. i do read stop laughing.

true i have never finished a book for school... well that is a lie. i finished one book, the giver.  who could not finish that book it was heart wrenching and beautiful.  it made me feel feeling i cannot explain.  its actually ironic beacuse the book is all about how a society of people are not allowed to feel feelings.  the book almost made me cry in a point of my life where i could barely smile yet laugh truthfully.  that book restructured my life and made me appreciate the feeling that i was hiding from the world.  that was a major turn point in my life and i can thank my teacher for that.  she always knew a way to help some how, and im happy to say that i helped her too. 

uhhh.... yeah so i cant believe people have blogs to read about readings

luv u all

Queer as Folk!

yeah it is old, yeah its not my generation, yeah u probly watched it as my age but who gives a shit i love the fucking show god damit! <--- no one uses god damit anymore.

i have gone through lik 3 3/4 seasons already and i dont want the show to end! im almost to the last season! i mean come on this seriously was the last gay show to b on air that u could relate to.  the show is still modern it has all the events and messages we are still seeing today, but i think we (as in my generation) a show that helps us define ourselves as an lgbt community.  now i noe exactly what ur gonna say, "there is, there is.  Its called degrassi." as much as i want to agree with u, it is not really a very gay perspective.  its, wat can i call it.... a metro perspective.  for the few gay episodes they have it much lik a fishbowl.  its written in a way tht u can tell its a straight person trying to be gay.   now i noe imma here backlash for this.  at least from one person.  but it truthfully is written that way.  no i can honestly say it s a very good fishbowl writer, but non the less a fishbowl writer. 

So this is my question to the world:
       When will i be able to see a new gay show?

i would really love one before i settle down and have a family.

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luv u all

so you noe how christmas is coming up

well i was wondering if there was any way someone wanted to go christmas shopping with me....
sounds alittle lame but who gives a shit.  i kinda need someone to bounce ideas off of and such. 
but then again i can never buy stuff for people when im with people.  sounds weird huh?
but u see im the kind of guy who lives to please others, i would sooner let myself down then another person.  i noe, i noe, i sound lik a little bitchy push over.  but i am XP so there. 
i love the fact that i some of the people i noe see me as this, ....idk what i am tryin to say.
but yeah. 
was totally tryin to go a different way with this.
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so i am gonna go christmas shoppin next week.  and i want to make the presents this year for some crazy reason.  my momma will probly just want a clean room, so y not give it to her.  my daddy would probly just want somethin differnet, mayb a new trian?  my sis now thats hard, i would say a tiara cuz she a little princess.  but she would hate that.  ill make her a cake.  my grandma would just want something from the heart. so im thinking a painting or drawing of her home town.  my uncle would want something so nasty it is funny.  so i think i will get him some of those crazy little figures.  mi lola, umm thats too hard, i think i should make her a drawing too.  mi aunt, ok i noe she is a health nut, she grew up in the mid west, grew up wit a family brewery. i would love to get her a beer but UNDERAGE HERE!  so mayb ill make her the tiara.... or a drawing idk really if she is even gonna come...family drama. 
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so i feel like my list is made
we will see how it all comes out

would u even care??

ok so would u even care if someone dropped in ur life that u didnt want.  do u noe wat i mean?...
well that pause tells me no....
so let me explain myself.  i hate to talk bout the people in my life on my blog but its a must tonite.  so i hav a guy that i would rather not talk to and would rather see with someone else then me... ok kind rambly so let me simplify. 
there is a guy.
he is hung over me.
i dont want him to b.
i dont noe y i care so much that he is there and i dont want him to b.
so u get me?
still no.  well the i guess i will just put up with his ass.  y cant he just bleed away lik he is supposed to, just lik all the others.  ugh... it makes drama for me and keeps me up thinkging of him and how we can hav an us... and how he makes me feel lik a child.
i hate guys who make me feel less then wat i am.  but they seem to be the only ones who come out.  so i guess i care that people i dont want in my life are there.
do u? or am i alone on this
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at least i hav my lovely city to absorb my sorrows

i feel lik weights are lifted.  and i just need some type of therapy, and with no one to talk to lately this is a way i can

can you say its been forever or wat!

wel it has been forever! shoot man i hav been meaning to write a blog for a while... but now wat do i say? i hav no idea so i am going to give myself homework like a week long homework type of thing...
lets see it has to be fun..
has to involve me doin somethin in the world...(so im not at home for forever and a day doin nothin but guy stuff at home:)
and it has to do wit pictures cuz video take to freakin long
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i noe imma take sef pics everyday this week and post them here...wait a week isnt that short?
so how bout til the end of the month!
woo that sounds good but long
...who gives a chiz
oh and one last rule has to have another person in it
woo so hopefully this will be fun
and its almost full moon!
boys hide ur men
lol

haha this has been a pretty bad post oh well

luv you all

To insert dna add restriction enzyme to cut and insert gene fragment
to check for insulin gene hac amp and lactose in dish

F+ hav plasmid F- do not. Copy of plasmid is transfered over the mating bridge to make the F- a F+

By chance the virus could hold the gene of the cell and inject it into another cell causing variation

Hiv injects rna and reverse transcriptase to make the rna into dna

Lytic cylce is wen the cell bursts and lysogenic is wen the virus is dorment in the dna of the cell

Protein coat,genetic material,
inject genetic material to attach to cell dna. Tricks cell to make more viruses until it bursts.

Nag's notes for ap session
Rna polymerace unwinds and copies the tata box
make mrna through transcription
splliceosome cuts out intron puts in exons
dna to mrna to ribosome to enzyme
mrna goes through ribosome till start codon stops at p side
amino acid binds to p side and a A side
amino acids join together
A moves to p side and continues til a stop codon
wen hits a stop codon it realeases the protein
protien needs a signal sequence to exit cell
protein wit signal sequence sent to er then to golgi body then out of cell
if no signal sequence then protein used in cell

wooops...

TMI time!!
so i just have to say this... im scared. Yeah it was halloween and i was watching "scary," edited for tv, movies all day but that is not the reason.
*something goes bump* :-{
im scared that im just not cut out for different stuff.
are you really askin what kind of stuff?
well to answer im scared im not cut out for xc, a relationship, school, normal stuff like that.  Yeah yeah yeah go ahead and say that is perfectly normal and that i have nothing to worry about.
but if that was true... then why would i and the other thousand people who are thinking this right now be scared.

i noe this isnt exactly what anyone wants to here from one of my first posts in like forever but i idk
things just arent going the way i wanted them to. and i usually have my life put together, or seem like i hav my life put together.  so idk i needed to vent.

video will be next post. promise.

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luv you all.... :-{

Woo huny ull nevet guess...but im on vacation so time to update the world on my life... Well lets start with the bad. My running is kinda failing this year. Im way behind the other sophmoers (chiz). My grades started to fail toward the end of the year, but passed by most of my classes for my last name. (Dam it) Im getting depressed talkin about this, so lets do the good. I am the top frosh soph runner this year. Jk i found new rival in a long rival school. So we will see were the season takes me and my team...lookin to finish this soon but take care all
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luv you all

On the way to the second race of the season at elysian there is a weird mix of elar struming a guitar and short comments on yugioh. Everyone has there own way of getting ready for a race, mine is writing these posts. No seems to have a care in the world about the race. "Its only Bravo," we all think. But this could be the race to fuck up our season. Especially since there is talk of dropping some our good varsity, just to give the frosh soph one win on the season. I say who gives. One win wont give us the noethern league title. So it would be a waste of time and endanger the varsity. We are almost there so i am going to do something i dont do much. I am going to pray. So father bless our team, let the right choices guide us to vixtory. Let everyone be safe on the races hence forth. In your name we pray. Lets so do this!

WHITE GUY IMPERSONATES MICHAEL JACKSON IN CENTRAL PARK! BILLIE JEAN! (COREY VIDAL)

Capitalism is the system used by most super powers of the world today. Capitalism is charecterized by private companies that compete in the market and job market; the system is known for its big business and big profit. Positives of the society are that is makes jobs for the common citizen. While also allowing the common citizen the right to private property. The main benifit though is that this system allows a person with understanding of the market "get rich fast." Problems with the system are that it creates monopolies.

Orange
White
Black
Silver
Brown
electric blue

all colors of how i want to upgrade my room

Through the smoke and dust of the industrial revolution two forms of economic and governmental systems came through; capitalism and socialism. Capitial and socialism came out of hatred toward the monarchy form of economics and gocernment. The unjust distribution of wealth through the monarchy of eruope was bruised and battered after the revolutions of europe. Socialism has the most benifits to society, over capitalism.

So no offence to the family member who said this but u caught me at a bad time.... And the way you sounded made me feel disrespected.. So the family member i love but i just felt like it didnt need a remark... Wen i am talking lik that post i do it to vent...an i hav needed to vent alot. So dont worry about me i handle my own self and i just need to think this week..and restructure my daily routine to one thar im happy with and everyone else is to so... Hav a good day all
......another vent post
luv u all

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
body

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
black

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
hell no!! hes a bitch!!

4.Do you plan outfits?
in my head

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
good and bad

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
a pillow

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
a-i-m

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
i was going from person to person bein put down

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
yea this random girl said hi to me
with my name!! so weird

10. What are you craving right now?
choclate!!

11. Do you floss?
y do u ask??

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
green leafy things

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
the other day

14. Are you emotional?
very
im a pussy!

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
there is a taco song??

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
ur funny hunny

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
i use a spoon

18. Do you like your hair?
no but can careless

19. Do you like yourself?
no i love myself!


20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
define celebrity

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
no!!!!!

22. What are you listening to right now?
90210

23. How many countries have you visited?
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8,....and 9....yup 9 countries hunny

24. Are your parents strict?
very

25. Would you go sky diving?
r u kiddin dream of mine

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
yeah ok and i also burn rainbows flags...no no i dont so no never i would rather eat a squirrel(no offence if u eat squirrels)


27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
u swear i wouldnt!

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
other then my eyes??
a nice trophy i have!

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
yes
do nt u just love england

30. Do you rent movies often?
nope hunny

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
ythis couple
who makes me jelous that i dont hav a boi 
but then i member how they fight
haha i b not jelous anymore

32. Have you made a prank phone call?
no

33. Do you own a gun?
no

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
no

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
no one (oh look another word with no)

36. Brown or white eggs?
brown.....?

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
yes duu duh da!! a heros shirt

38. Ever been on a train?
yes....ok i hav traveled on everything!

39. Ever been in love?
yes


40. Do you have a cell-phone?
yes mam'

41. Are you too forgiving?
yes

42. Do you use chap stick?
no i drink water

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
idk if i hav one....very confusing time

44. Can you use chop sticks?
yeah.....hello asain kinda...

45. Ever have cream puffs?
yeah dude they are so good!

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
no...i dont time travel

47. What was the last question you asked?
brown........?

48. What was the last CD you bought?
i dont buy cds anymore

49. Boys or girls?
boytoys, girltalk

50. What is your bus number for school?
i dont do buses

51. Is your hair curly?
no

52. Last time you cried?
this weekend....y u gotta bring me down?

53. Ever walked into a wall?
yes and ran and tripped

54. Do looks matter?
hunny it is only instinct...dont fight it embrce it!!

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
most of my clothes


56. Have you ever slapped someone?
hahahaha

57. Favorite time of the year?
anytime

58. Favorite color?
neon green!

59. Are you sarcastic?
at times i can be lol

60. Do you have any tattoos?
not at the moment and plan to get any soon lol

61. The last person you held hands with?
kiki

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
no the computer

63. Where was your default picture taken at?
My room

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
i don't hate anyone, dislike? yes more than three for sure

65. Do you like your life right now?
I am very pleased with the way things are going

66. How often do you talk on the phone?
Practically every night :) its cute lol

67. What is your favorite animal?
Polar Bear

68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
Food

69. Do you have good vision?
haaha no it's so bad :( it really sucks

70. Can you hula hoop?
Not very well lol

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
I dont think so, It depends on the situation and everything.​.​.​who knows...so far i havent forgiven the ppl who have cheated on me.

72. Do you have a job?
I do, I absolutely love it :)

73. Can you handle the truth?
Always

74. What are you wearing?
Clothes

75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
haha yes all the time, i used to sneak out lol...im a bad kid

reform=harder time

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so we just finished learnin of the french evolution in my H: world history class (in case u didnt noe the H means it is honors) yea im smart lik that....but we learned how even through reform they got an ablsolute monarch through Napoleon...yes i called him a monarch and everyone is probly yellin that he was a dictator.  but he had absolute power and drove the french treasury into the ground lik his predecessor Louis XVI so i say he is a monarch.  plus i find it ironic that the french common people would revolt to an absolute monarch, try a semi democracy, then go back to a monarchy disguised as a mococracy.  it is just baffling to me....baffling really really really, god i sound old.  i remember i only sound this way wen i dont hav closure on somthin...fml o well talk to u all lates hunnies

survey says....

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1. First Name: Sean

2. Birthdate: Nov. 24

3. Place of Birth: Cali

4. Ethnicty: White and filipino

5. Nicknames: Smack, holly, tila, bob, mack

7. Pets: none

8. Favourite color: lime green, orange, choclate brown

9. Favorite Subject: ummm....swim track and xc


11. Height: 5'8...last time i checked


12. Shoe size: 9 1/2-10


13. Hair color: dark Brown


14. Eye color: brownish


15. Siblings: sister :D


16. Last CD you bought: people still buy cd's

17. Last movie you saw in theater: julie and julia.


18. Do you have any piercings?: i want one in my ear


19. Do you like Math?: yes...imma dork


20. Do you have a boyfriend/​girlfriend/​crush?​:​ Single; but idk much else


21. Favorite movie: ummmm i could care less if u new


22. Favorite singer/​band/​DJ:​ katy perry, lady gaga, morningwood, and storm lee


23. Favorite book: i dont read hunny


24. What do you look for in a boyfriend/​girlfriend?​:​ sex appeal, deep eyes, slim build, funny, and understands half the stuff i say, plus they hav to noe how to handle there shit


25. Have you ever smoked?: i plead the 5th


26. Do you do any drugs?: smae answer as above


28. What's your favorite sport(s)?: same as my fav subject


30. Worst Fear: to be left hungry for somethin or someone


31. Favorite color: is it me or are u dumb for asking again hunny


32. Best feeling in the world: is wen u r just touching the one u lik


33. Worst feeling in the world?: when you feel lik somone is mad at u


Do you like:


35. Eating disorders: disgust hunny(although i had one jk hahaha)*it is a serious and i mean not to offend anyone*


36. Rap: hell yea mother... u get the point


38.Premarital sex: well i cant get married so thats pretty much all imma b doin..


40. Drinking: plead the 5th


When You Read This Name, What Do You Think Of ?


41. Dan: gossip girl


42. David: my old p.e. coach


43. Ryan: the computer guy at marshall!


44. Dustin: sk8r


45. Katie: a fine girl


47. Cory: this guy from my spanish class last year

head says go....body says no

that says it all tofday my body was saying "ur not going any faster!!"
but i wanted to go so much fatser!!
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well that is not all the bitching i want to do but cant do anymore cuz it be late so nite u all

BEACH?!?...i thought u were in school

well yes i am but i got a feild trip to beach....things im not gonna say cuz it is dehumanizing to people... i cant spell im sorry i ment "field trip."  and yes i am going on a field trip with a bunch of freshmen! >.< everyone noes how much i loathe younger "kids."  but then again i dont noe any of them so im just guessing on stuff that i hear and observe.  and weird enough there is this kid that reminds me of myself alot...i mean wen i was a freshie..... well watever he cant hav my place in ses im irreplaceable! XD

haha so enough about them!! i am just so freaking out of shape...i think im some sort of octogon concave thing u learned about in geometry and never used again in ur life.  but yeah...very descriptive arent i.

oh and shout out to gale caswell if ur reading this... we arent that busy this month on sundays.

wooo
luv u all!!

food...

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so guess wat i did today....no i didnt do that nasty minded friends of mine....i ate all day...like alot.  not my noraml a lot but lik a lot alot.  lik double wat i eat normally! and i had coffee so thats wat keepin me up now XD!!  well u could say i was eating my way through the world today.  i started wit hispanic (beans and rice)*dont kill me cuz im stereotypical*.  then went french wit chicken(from tays so that is y it is french).  then lets visit and random ass place in the world wit fruit!!  ok so it was fruit but lik a fruit plate from coffee table.....but get this it had watermelon, banana, orange, and cantaloupe...who puts that on a fruit plate...lik it was good but wtf!  u never make a fruit plate lik that!  were id all the fruit that is not good for u!  i dont want healthy fruit!  if i wanted that i would go home not out!  but yeah isnt that great! 9.9

well then i went to italy slash cali wit pizza...oo i still feel that greasy piece of stuff i dont lik and comes out of people.  dam it well yea

FOOD!!  go out and try som now!!

random commercial moment of the day.....

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luv u all

ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM

haha so u wanna noe wat i dont like commercials...not just any commercial but the mazda commercials....
ok no it is not just cuz i cant drive.....or afford my the freakin thing....but i dont lik the things cuz of the commercial

some where in the commercial there is always that little kid going"zoom zoom zoom" in a hush whisper.  Im sorry but what i think the writers were thinking was "do me harder"....
is that perverted of me..i mean really a person whispering in a sexy way three syllables....oh yeah u noe im talkin about

and then they use a kids voice too...that just makes it ten time worse...the writers are pedas...

and if u dont noe wat that is then u probly are one... im sorry.. its true
but yeah....thought u would love to here that one

imlate as fuck to write this post

but i hav to take a vreak too dam busy to work on the blog or youtube
so see u in two to three months!!

I think there are three thing everyone should do before they die...1.bye flowers for a friend(no gf or bf) 2.go to another continent 3.remember loved ones at their strongest

Just a quick update...im at a party that goes late so ill do a full post tomorrow

I had so much dun today. I went with my slc's class of 2012, if u don't Noe Wat that is it im the small learning community at my school. We went to the hunington library and had so much fun. It was hot as Shit but we still had a great time taking pictures and looking at all the plants. Im blogging rite now from the bus on the way bac to school. I Hav so many nice pics and ideas for landscaping...hopefully it all works out and we could do everything we are all thinking of. Well heat exhausted so ill check bac in later or tomorrow Hunnys
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luv you all

woo i liked today

Wow ok so today was the first day of gsa and it was more of a meet and greet ...or should i say a meet and flirt...it really seemed that way. It was very weird to see today cuz last year the room was balanced on guy to girl to wanna b girl ratio. But this year it seems lik all of the guys have flown the coop. I don't know if they all graduated (probly) or if they assume we will think they are gay. That is completely Not true....i mean come on one of the main guys is straight. 100% straight as an arrow. But can u blame them they are not comfortable with their sexuality so let them be. I don't really care that they don't come but every little bit helps.
well while i was walking their i felt like it was gonna suck but i always feel that way Wen it comes to something im looking forward to. So it didn't suck and i am sorry to all the gsa staff for criticising so much....i ment it in the best way possible. I just didn't want to see this fail. And it won't so keep it up.
now i Noe it is in the air or the water or the saliva but it seems like everyone has a relationship... Im not complaining about the single life but more or less having an observation
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luv you all

i just realized somthin

every time someone cops an attitude they end their sentences with a two or more sylable word.... im not even playing with you like
    "Now im giving you an attitude."
    "Honey please."
   "are you effing kidding me you mother f***er."
are you effing kidding me.. that is just takee rite there.. but it b true hunny.

LA Baby

the picture says it all.. i love LA hunny it just is the best city to me in the world.  i have been around the world and visited so many city and towns that i cannot remember them all.  i hope none of you take offense to that.  i just think that LA should be a model to the world's cities.  our culture is so diverse here.. lik last night i was at a friends party and i was amazed by the music.  he had mariachi, hip hop, black, gay, disco, latino, and lik five white songs. ok im not trying to make enemies but that is wat it was...so yeah.

i also love the fact that we can a gay bar rite down the street of a straight bar and a hotdog stand.  i mean are you kidding me how many other cities can have that or do have that.

so yeah.. lets see thats pretty much it everyone.
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love you all

walk the line.... y not swim it

woo so i love walking and running as much as any running guy, but u can't run all the time.  so  my sister talked me into swimming today after school and i hav to thank her.  my foot was killing me all day and everyone i hang with noe that.  it feels better though thanks to a little swim.  well yea just a little update post.

shit man.....were do i start??

this week has been crazy. im sorry i didnt blog but imma try and blog for u more often. i think ill do a blog from my fone everyday and one major blog with an pic or vid every week.  well let me start wit....practiceish stuff... i dont want to give much away of what we do in practice though. not cuz im a hard ass and dont want to tell you but.... yea cuz im a hard ass and dont want to tell you. that sounds horrible but im really am getting my hard ass back.  haha. seriously though i would love for everyone who reads this blog to practice with me too but i cant let you. not that i dont want to, i do, but i just cant let my competition noe wat i am running... sorry everyone who isnt :(

so yea today i did my first half of running in 20:50....and i just heard a cat's last scream as it died... thats gonna haunt me forever... im actually tearing up. :'(

that is such bad ass luck....well im gonna take that as a sign to stop this post ill post a major one on sunday... yeah that sounds good....every sunday is my major post day

Y is it Wen the world makes my mom or dad made they take it out on me or my sis.... Mostly me. I don't Noe why they do it but it makes me so mad and disappointed. Yes i said disappointed, how could i not, if they can use it i can too. I Noe they Hav my intentions at heart but using us as their stress reliever isn't that great... So i guess what im tryin to get at is if Ur at my school and Ur a c tracker looking to change classes this week be freakin patient cuz if i find out Ur the reason my life starts to Suc.... Im not gonna finish that thought. Uhh it feels good to vent. Liberating!! Almost like om not mad anymore.

so freakin weird!!

so i was blogging yesterday and it made no freakin sense rite?? i honestly dont noe wat i was thinking.  it was a weird day for me. for one i did manual labor yesterday which is not me at all.  then i went for a swim in my pool. {i think there was somthin in the water cuz the rest of the day i went through it lik a haze.}  then i went out to hollywood with my mom and sis to shop for a lunch date me and sis hav with some people. {ill tell u about it later, cuz idk if i can talk about it} my cousin brandon that was with us for two days was picked up by my cousin duane and his family.  and stupid me was wearing my gay and lesbian center shirt that i got from pride.  ok it sounds like not a big deal and it wasnt but they are a very conservative type of family.  so conservative wen im having a conversation im laughing in my head by how narrow minded they can be or how closed opinion wise they are.

but yea that is pretty much it... i hear som great dancing music now from a party in my neighborhood rite now!!  so i wanna go find that party!! but cannot so imma just enjoy the music from here.

luv you all

Kemyy♥ "Some pursue happiness, others create it" and still other search for it

i say screw it!! happiness only happens wen u dont think of it, u dont worry if ur happy.  if u want happiness somthin is wrong... i mean come on hav u ever seen a happy person complain. "oh im so happy!" or "i cant stand how happy i am."  that just doesnt freaking happen in our world.  i hate saying this but i am happy.  ok shut up i noe i complain a lot but would u rather see me complaining or so some dumb ass stck in the mud who has no fun in anyway.  that was me just two grades ago.  i learned the hard way that growing up fast is not the way to go.... enjoy ur days were u can goof around and get away with it.  live the day not the year, cuz the days will make the year.  years cant make days... do u get me?? well if u dont im sorry....

well this week i started school...{awh shit} but its ok cuz i got my favorite teach!!  he is probly the collest guy u can ever noe and is everything i want to be in my older age....not saying he is old or nothin cuz he is not at all... i mean he is younger then my mom and dad so he is still young....but i think 20 is old so....imma stop digging my grave

its the 4th of july  woo!!  im sorry that i dont hav a graphic for u....but oh hey i do here u go a pic i took a while back

im super tired so nite and ill finish up this post tomorow

Omfg school this week was fun...still missing som people...and didnt realise the amount of people at marshall....yea im slow so sue me

survey of the week

How many people have feelings for you?
everyone foo!!

Have you ever been cheated on?
Nopee.

Are you hard to please?
gimmie a dance and a kiss u got the pass hun

Are your friends just like you?
only one i cant stand most people lik me

What are you craving right now?
choclate

Do you know anyone that smokes?
Yes!

How are you feeling right now?
content

What are you sick of?
sugar filled soy milk!!

Are you missing anyone/​something?​
hunny i havnt had anything to be hung up over

Do you love the last person you called?
haha in ways

Could you date someone taller than you?
plz if ur out there hit me up!!

When is the last time you kissed someone?
pride {y is this one always on these!!}

Next time you will kiss someone?
wen i feel like it....y do u want to noe

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
mmm the possibilities.... muhahaha

Did you hold hands with anyone today?
um no.. im so lame somtimes

What were you doing at 12.00 this morning?
sleeping...{i want to rite now}

Do you wear glasses?
no hunny not that old yet

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
Yes... of course im only human

You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
u are so off mark wit that one

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
not enough

Where did you sleep last night?
in this magical thing called a bed!!

Are you legal to drink?
in my own world

Do you straighten your hair?
hahaha i dont hav enough

What's the closest black thing to you?
my phone... no wait ur soul!!

When is your birthday?
NOV @$ {figure that shit out!!}

What color shirt are you wearing?
green

Do you have a best friend?
more lik family... but there not related to me

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
hahaha of course.....not mayb if i want to... but it is dark so no

Do you have any jewelry on?
is a pencil jewelry

How many pillows do you sleep with?
1 and a halfish

How was last weekend?
boring hunny

What's your current problem?
eating so freakin much!!

Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around?
helll yes

Do you wish you had the chance to tell someone something right now?
no

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
yes..im not gonna name names...*cough*metro*cough*

Do you want to fix things with anybody?
i want to but dont want to

Do you drink coffee?
hell yea luv that shit

Last time you saw your dad?
b4 he left for the sparks game

Your mom?
my mom wat?!?!

What is the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
2 am

Have you had any form of exercise today?
getting up to eat

What do you want to say to somebody right now?
i want chili

Is it easy to make you cry?
no...dont kick me!!

Who was the last person you told you loved them?
umm to long ago

Are you okay with the life you live?
yes y wouldnt i

What was the last thing you bought?
clothes

When's the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
three weeks ago

Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
idk

Who is the last person you got a text from?
facebook

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
how would i noe...im no future psychic

Are you texting anyone?
no im so anti social

Are you excited for winter?
yes!! its so hot i need a a cool down

Have you kissed/hugged anyone in the last 24 hours?
no dont touch me!! oh come here u need a hug

How did you start off your day?
the lazy ass way

Last MySpace message you received?
Cruzzer

Where are your siblings?
she is comming home...

What about your mom and dad?
wat idk wat u want to noe....oh i get it
computerdora

What time is it right this second?
21:11

Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
um dont remind me...too late u already did...blow to my self esteem

Do you always answer your phone?
wen i feel life it

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
hell no 180 twist

Do you miss the way things used to be?
no

Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
yes then i was lik doesnt it hurt

What will you be doing tomorrow?
school....unfortunatley

Do you like flowers?
white roses...hint hint

Do you drink a lot of water?
Yesssss...i gotta pee

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
turned on my computer

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
in my bed surfin the net

What color are your eyes?
brown.

Do you like chocolate milk?
Mhm

What kind of pants are you wearing?
jeans and shorts

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
havnt gotten the chance to

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
unfortunatley

What school did you go to in 7th grade?
STC

How much money did you spend today?
nadahh

How old will you turn in 2010?
17

Do you believe in Red Bull?
no.
i really don't.

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
yes i do...my name is so gay

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
no

What are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
05


Do you like driving?
yes!
Mhm!

my cycle

so this is a total tmi blog so stop reading if u dont want to noe my cycle.  yes irls keep thinkin of ur menstrual cycle but mine is the polar opposite of urs.  my cycle is wat i like to call my sexy cycle.... no im not ugly then sexy for only one night.  ok so im a normal guy and think about sex to the point were u think it is unnatural but news flash it is almost all we think about.  so normally i can control my feeling about sex and i dont outwardly need it.  but once every one to two months i get in heat!  my body temp rises and i lose my control and need some sort of sexual action or outlet.  now dont get me wrong i dont just go out and hump anything in sight.  i just get an uncontrollable urge!!  i can track my cycle down to the day unlike women's cycles.  my cycle happens every new moon.  now ur probly askin urself y am i reading this or who the fuck is this or tmi bitch!! so imma rap it up now hun
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luv you all

where's daddy??

so the other day i was walking in the mall behind a complete cholo.  he had the low dickies and xxl shirt, and shaved head with prison tatson his scalp.  then on my left walking with her two year old in a stroller, this mom who looks like she hasnt slept in a month, barely put together and obviously been a single mother is saying. "wheres daddy?!?!" in the high pitched baby voice that we all think is the cutest thing in the world.  she says this thrre times then the two year old points at the cholo.  now im not surprised at all that kind of story plays out daily in los angeles.  but what really melted my heart was the bag that i didnt notice before in his left hand, which had a wedding band on it.  in his hand was a small disney bag that he had gotten before i had even started walking behind him.  the bag is tattered and worn like he had taken it the contents in and out of the bag many times.  i dont knoe about u but that screams concerned father to me. u knoe wat im talking about lik how wen ur completely worried about if something is perfect enough u constintly check on it for no reason.  i dont knoe wat was in that bag but it must hav been perfect for his baby girl.

after noticing this he surprised the hell out me he almost kneels rite infront of the stroller and his hard ass front melts away, like ice in summer heat, and he says "hi baby" in the same high pitched voice of the mother.  that is love story worth playing in ur head and heart over and over.

so this post is for all loving fathers and the mothers that dont get sleep because they are wondering about our health and well being.  we all love u and appreciate u even if we dont show it.  here is an angel to watch over us all

luv you all

transformers 2 {review}

such a good movie!!
go see it now people!!

survey of the week

1. Song that always makes you sad?
scars by papa roach

2. Last thing you bought?
food!!

3. Last person you argued with?
idk anymore

4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on?
um y would u do that??

5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?
tony

6. Did you ever own at one time a Barenaked Ladies Cd?
no hunny

7. Favorite day of the week?
friday

8. Favorite Sundae topping?
fudge

9. Did you take Piano lessons?
hell no im not that asain {jk}

10. Most frequent song played?
supermassive blackhole by muse

11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?
let me see icarly

12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey?
hockey....i hav never played so itl be fun

13. Date someone older or younger?
older!!

14. One place you could travel right now?
glendale

15. Do you use umbrellas?
they are for panzies

16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem
i dont think i want to...unless it is in french!!

17. Favorite Cheese?
swiss

18. The Smith's or the Cure?
are the smith's the people down the street....if o i lik the cure

19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?
i dont care much

20. Best job you ever had?
neva had one

21. did you go to your high school prom?
not senior yet

22. perfect time to wake up?
9 am

23. perfect time to go to bed?
10 -12

24. do you use your queen right away in chess? ..
as soon as possible

25. Ever been in a car accident?
nope

26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?
neither

27. what age is this exciting life over for you?
never

28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?
none!!

29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?
dont like shoes

30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school?
u mean all of them.....{still in high school huny}

31. Were you in track and field?
i just finished my first year of it

32. Were you ever in a school talent show?
no didnt wanna

33. Have you ever written in a library book?
library??

34. Allergic to?
fake cheese

35. Favorite fruit?
mango

36. Have you watched sex and the city?
im a total samantha

37. Baseball hat or toque?
not a hat kinda guy

38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?
soap

39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?
Wet

40. Pen or pencil?
Pencil.

41. Have you ever gambled at a casino?
underage hunny

42. Have you thrown up on a plane?
i dont think so

43. Have you thrown up in a car?
hell yea that shit was awsome!!

44. Have you thrown up at work?
again i havnt ever worked!!

45. Do you scream on roller coasters?
i try to


46. Who was your first prom date?
i havnt gone to prom yet only sophmore

47. Who was your first roommate?
My sister.

48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?
wine

49. What was your first job?
i already told u three times i havnt had a job​

50. What was your first car?
cant drive

51. When did you go to your first funeral?
long time ago

52. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?
havnt happened yet

53. Who was your first grade teacher?
ms.pinzon {yes he was filipina}

54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?
east coast

55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
didnt do that yet...planning

56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?
all of them

57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?
hasnt happened yet

58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
does the internet count??

60. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
play music

61. What was the first concert you attended?
ugg still a concert virgin

62. First tattoo or piercing?
none

63. First celebrity crush?
zac efron........*sigh*

stagnant sun

today is fathers day....but our fathers were suns..then they knocked up a girl and had us.  so i see that it is fitting for today to be summer solstice, were the sun will be watching over us for the longest of the entire year.  so get out there and enjoy the sun it will only stay this long once a year.
wow i get lamer and lamer with each post, but yeah i hav no excuse.  i noe it seems harsh to see our dads as just someone who knocked up som girl, but that is the most general way i could put it. this is wat i would have said instead:

our fathers were once suns.  guys who helped created us and then loved us for who we are.  fathers are no the genetic part of us but 

the love of us.  so to everyone without 

a genetic dad i noe u hav someone 

that loves u and is a dad in ur life.

so hats off to them..and if the

 dont hav a head i bow to 

them...and if they hav

 a bad back a handshake...but if the      

 dont hav a hand, 

shit chest bump baby!!

doesnt that sound to endearing, i was going for rude and annoying but i like the endearing more.  

so now this picture. no it isnt mine, but it is awsom click on it and it will take u to the photographer who took it.  she is awsom.  so yeah happy fathers day and happy summer solstice. party it up in the sinshine!! {oops sunshine}

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luv u all

confusion

ill let it speak for itself

usernames!!

so incase you all havnt  figured it out yet
facebook gave out usernames to everyone starting last wekend.
i got a the one i wanted hell yea!!
but for some reason it is lame so i wanna change it but low and behold u cant change that shit.  shame on u facebook, shame.....  wel yea that is pretty much it.  i have a lot of new and exciting opportunities comming up that i will tell u all about when they happen.
heres a little teaser it involves lunch.. did u guess it..no well then i guess ull hav to wait. :)
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luv u all

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waiting...good or bad

this is a lesson i have learned time and time again.. so imma talk about it

although i am 15 and a half years old i hav had millions of opportunities and options in my life.  some i acted on rite away. while others i just let slip by.  either by choice or by accident.  the common denominator of the ones i hav let slip by would hav to be guys.  {thats another story entirely}  i hav figured out that every oppertunity gives u a million choices on how to react to it.  so  by my math skills that would make trillions of different ways i could have come out. {hahaha, pun intended}  i am happy with the way i came out so i cannot complain.

the thing life gives u is the opportunity the way u take the opportunity is ur destiny.  destiny is only written by the second so ur actions change it.  not dictated by it.

i think that the world points u to the right way with every opportunity with subtle signs.  if there is a guy asking me out.  then a bird flys by my head i would say yes.  but if an ant crawls on my hand i would say no.  if a person asks me to go to a raging party that i would hav a great time at but get totally smashed at and a sad song came out of no where i would say no but if a good song came on i would say hell yea!!  it sounds like i dont make my decisions but i choose to let the world help guide me but the choice is all up to me.  like this sunday every sign told me to not dance with the guy but i  ignored it all and choose to hav a good time even if it would end bad.  it didnt thank god but it was still fun. so just listen and watch and if the signs point u somewher u dont want to go then......choose another way.  ur destiny is up to u.  choose wisley

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love you all {that made no sense in my head but it does on the screen}

talky blog

yup my weekend

Pride!!

LA pride yesterday was awsome!! it got hot in more ways then one... if you noe what i mean. the booths were interesting... alot of selling and buying, eating and drinking. dancing... oh there was so mauch dancing it wasnt funny. they got some great djs if u ask me. the best part i would hav to say was marching in the parade and the dancing.

so let me take u through my day.  i get up from 7 hours of sleep. {i hate it}  get in the car and get to crescent heights to meet up with the gsa.{were the f do i go??} i get there and now it is time to wait two hours till the march. {do i have to?}  we start marching down santa monica. {hell yea!}  done marching time to go into pride. {woo}  oh dam... were are all the people?? {so empty}  eating eating eating cuz i was hungry. {mmm}  lets walk around cuz im bored.  {dam look at his ass}  okay bye guys hope u had a great time. {were are the others}  go and chill and just hang for a while. {hey look its mr b!!} picture time!! {snap snap} do u wanna dance i wanna dance. {is he looking at me}  lets get down and dirty on the dance floor. {ummmm feels good}  oh dont be going in there...{i got very dirty}  he didnt come back so lets switch dance floors. {ugh old people on this one}  so imma just hang it wit chris and miguel off the dance floor. {my feet hurt} just chill until i leave wit mr b. {awh great day}

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luv you all

woo!!

today was great took pic had funn...will blog tomarow cuz i m hungry and feel trashed
so peace love you all

how was it!!

how was it!!
it was fun yesterday....


ok let me take you through my day got up at nine but wanted to get up at eight. {oh shit} then out for a run i had to cut an hour short cuz i got up late.{dam it} then off to marshall for lunch for last gsa meeting of the year. {tear} didnt work up the nerve to ask the guy i liked out at gsa...at least i have tomorrow at pride. {cheering} finished lunch and start to head to glendale... oh wait im still in school and cannot get out. time to jump the tall ass gate and hurt my mofo hand

shit stil hurts but had to get to the filming with beccum, chrises, miguel and paul. {was horrilbe shoot and still hav so much editing to do!!} oh mymo calls and hav to head home to get ready for a banquet. {run!!} now climb a hill to the banquet and watch my xc team play basketball. {go not the ellars...jk} finally be able to sit down and eat...{ahhhhh :)} ring ring!! awh shit hav to go home to get ready for the dance tonight i dont want to go to. {woopie} get there and no one i noe is there..... plus my sis is hating life cuz her friends arent here. {awhhhh :(} dance the nioght away and get in to my groov until.....ring ring "sean u hav to go now."{dam it} drive home and fall asleep at 1.{zzzzz} the get woken up at 6:47 to go to school for an assembly. {dam bags under my eyes}

so up i was freakin busy .....wanna see pics from the dance.....well to bad i cant i had no time to take any sorry all....[plus the lonely freshmen taking pics would be horrible] so yea i need to crash..night all

Today!!

filming today!!
so dont hav a lot of time to talk...
nothing is hapening at all in my life so
peace and love you all

capatch....

or what ever you call them come up with the coolest words!!  so i was just at a new blog i like from this lesbian girl in Pennsylvania.  i can totally relate to the family state she is in...yes i live in cali but my grandparents moved out here from penn.  so a large portion of my family are still back there, and ultra conservative. well i was leaving a comment on her blog and the capatch thing comes up with an awsome word....guess wat it is...ding! times up the word was "sockilio."  now isnt that an awsome word!! imma define it.......

sockilio- verb- the act of punching a person
           -noun- the place in which you hold your socks
            -adj.- the way to descibe awsome socks!_!
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hahaha i love it and you all

love is...

something we all have thought about so thats y i talkybloged it

first installment of talky blogs

ok yes i took that from davey wavey,....but bitch please it sounds so coo. so i figured i would just do a respnse video to him to start the ball rolling...im hoping to do a talky blog once a week. if it isnt my personal channel it will be wit my girl beccum. but this is my kick off week so imma do a talky blog everyday this week so without over staying my welcome her is the first talkyblog

okay imma do a book list today

so i dont read that much but...i can tell u this any book i read and get through is worth reading...so i read....

i have read this for school but was great
everyone can see this book in their own way but proves that human emotion is wat makes us human. one boy out of the entire town is given the luxury of emotion. yes i did say luxury, because it is a luxury for people of this town. read it. it is good


ok not my favorite at the beginning but u fall in love with the main character. u dont want him to fail in the end. well it was fun and the ending is up in the air no matter how many times u read it.
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that is all i think of rite now and trust me those were hard to think about.
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luv you all