would u even care??

ok so would u even care if someone dropped in ur life that u didnt want.  do u noe wat i mean?...
well that pause tells me no....
so let me explain myself.  i hate to talk bout the people in my life on my blog but its a must tonite.  so i hav a guy that i would rather not talk to and would rather see with someone else then me... ok kind rambly so let me simplify. 
there is a guy.
he is hung over me.
i dont want him to b.
i dont noe y i care so much that he is there and i dont want him to b.
so u get me?
still no.  well the i guess i will just put up with his ass.  y cant he just bleed away lik he is supposed to, just lik all the others.  ugh... it makes drama for me and keeps me up thinkging of him and how we can hav an us... and how he makes me feel lik a child.
i hate guys who make me feel less then wat i am.  but they seem to be the only ones who come out.  so i guess i care that people i dont want in my life are there.
do u? or am i alone on this
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at least i hav my lovely city to absorb my sorrows

i feel lik weights are lifted.  and i just need some type of therapy, and with no one to talk to lately this is a way i can