my cycle

so this is a total tmi blog so stop reading if u dont want to noe my cycle.  yes irls keep thinkin of ur menstrual cycle but mine is the polar opposite of urs.  my cycle is wat i like to call my sexy cycle.... no im not ugly then sexy for only one night.  ok so im a normal guy and think about sex to the point were u think it is unnatural but news flash it is almost all we think about.  so normally i can control my feeling about sex and i dont outwardly need it.  but once every one to two months i get in heat!  my body temp rises and i lose my control and need some sort of sexual action or outlet.  now dont get me wrong i dont just go out and hump anything in sight.  i just get an uncontrollable urge!!  i can track my cycle down to the day unlike women's cycles.  my cycle happens every new moon.  now ur probly askin urself y am i reading this or who the fuck is this or tmi bitch!! so imma rap it up now hun
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luv you all

where's daddy??

so the other day i was walking in the mall behind a complete cholo.  he had the low dickies and xxl shirt, and shaved head with prison tatson his scalp.  then on my left walking with her two year old in a stroller, this mom who looks like she hasnt slept in a month, barely put together and obviously been a single mother is saying. "wheres daddy?!?!" in the high pitched baby voice that we all think is the cutest thing in the world.  she says this thrre times then the two year old points at the cholo.  now im not surprised at all that kind of story plays out daily in los angeles.  but what really melted my heart was the bag that i didnt notice before in his left hand, which had a wedding band on it.  in his hand was a small disney bag that he had gotten before i had even started walking behind him.  the bag is tattered and worn like he had taken it the contents in and out of the bag many times.  i dont knoe about u but that screams concerned father to me. u knoe wat im talking about lik how wen ur completely worried about if something is perfect enough u constintly check on it for no reason.  i dont knoe wat was in that bag but it must hav been perfect for his baby girl.

after noticing this he surprised the hell out me he almost kneels rite infront of the stroller and his hard ass front melts away, like ice in summer heat, and he says "hi baby" in the same high pitched voice of the mother.  that is love story worth playing in ur head and heart over and over.

so this post is for all loving fathers and the mothers that dont get sleep because they are wondering about our health and well being.  we all love u and appreciate u even if we dont show it.  here is an angel to watch over us all

luv you all

transformers 2 {review}

such a good movie!!
go see it now people!!

survey of the week

1. Song that always makes you sad?
scars by papa roach

2. Last thing you bought?
food!!

3. Last person you argued with?
idk anymore

4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on?
um y would u do that??

5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?
tony

6. Did you ever own at one time a Barenaked Ladies Cd?
no hunny

7. Favorite day of the week?
friday

8. Favorite Sundae topping?
fudge

9. Did you take Piano lessons?
hell no im not that asain {jk}

10. Most frequent song played?
supermassive blackhole by muse

11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?
let me see icarly

12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey?
hockey....i hav never played so itl be fun

13. Date someone older or younger?
older!!

14. One place you could travel right now?
glendale

15. Do you use umbrellas?
they are for panzies

16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem
i dont think i want to...unless it is in french!!

17. Favorite Cheese?
swiss

18. The Smith's or the Cure?
are the smith's the people down the street....if o i lik the cure

19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?
i dont care much

20. Best job you ever had?
neva had one

21. did you go to your high school prom?
not senior yet

22. perfect time to wake up?
9 am

23. perfect time to go to bed?
10 -12

24. do you use your queen right away in chess? ..
as soon as possible

25. Ever been in a car accident?
nope

26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?
neither

27. what age is this exciting life over for you?
never

28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?
none!!

29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?
dont like shoes

30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school?
u mean all of them.....{still in high school huny}

31. Were you in track and field?
i just finished my first year of it

32. Were you ever in a school talent show?
no didnt wanna

33. Have you ever written in a library book?
library??

34. Allergic to?
fake cheese

35. Favorite fruit?
mango

36. Have you watched sex and the city?
im a total samantha

37. Baseball hat or toque?
not a hat kinda guy

38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?
soap

39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?
Wet

40. Pen or pencil?
Pencil.

41. Have you ever gambled at a casino?
underage hunny

42. Have you thrown up on a plane?
i dont think so

43. Have you thrown up in a car?
hell yea that shit was awsome!!

44. Have you thrown up at work?
again i havnt ever worked!!

45. Do you scream on roller coasters?
i try to


46. Who was your first prom date?
i havnt gone to prom yet only sophmore

47. Who was your first roommate?
My sister.

48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?
wine

49. What was your first job?
i already told u three times i havnt had a job​

50. What was your first car?
cant drive

51. When did you go to your first funeral?
long time ago

52. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?
havnt happened yet

53. Who was your first grade teacher?
ms.pinzon {yes he was filipina}

54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?
east coast

55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
didnt do that yet...planning

56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?
all of them

57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?
hasnt happened yet

58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
does the internet count??

60. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
play music

61. What was the first concert you attended?
ugg still a concert virgin

62. First tattoo or piercing?
none

63. First celebrity crush?
zac efron........*sigh*

stagnant sun

today is fathers day....but our fathers were suns..then they knocked up a girl and had us.  so i see that it is fitting for today to be summer solstice, were the sun will be watching over us for the longest of the entire year.  so get out there and enjoy the sun it will only stay this long once a year.
wow i get lamer and lamer with each post, but yeah i hav no excuse.  i noe it seems harsh to see our dads as just someone who knocked up som girl, but that is the most general way i could put it. this is wat i would have said instead:

our fathers were once suns.  guys who helped created us and then loved us for who we are.  fathers are no the genetic part of us but 

the love of us.  so to everyone without 

a genetic dad i noe u hav someone 

that loves u and is a dad in ur life.

so hats off to them..and if the

 dont hav a head i bow to 

them...and if they hav

 a bad back a handshake...but if the      

 dont hav a hand, 

shit chest bump baby!!

doesnt that sound to endearing, i was going for rude and annoying but i like the endearing more.  

so now this picture. no it isnt mine, but it is awsom click on it and it will take u to the photographer who took it.  she is awsom.  so yeah happy fathers day and happy summer solstice. party it up in the sinshine!! {oops sunshine}

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luv u all