so i just have to say this... im scared. Yeah it was halloween and i was watching "scary," edited for tv, movies all day but that is not the reason.
*something goes bump* :-{
im scared that im just not cut out for different stuff.
are you really askin what kind of stuff?
well to answer im scared im not cut out for xc, a relationship, school, normal stuff like that. Yeah yeah yeah go ahead and say that is perfectly normal and that i have nothing to worry about.
but if that was true... then why would i and the other thousand people who are thinking this right now be scared.
i noe this isnt exactly what anyone wants to here from one of my first posts in like forever but i idk
things just arent going the way i wanted them to. and i usually have my life put together, or seem like i hav my life put together. so idk i needed to vent.
video will be next post. promise.
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luv you all.... :-{
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