waiting...good or bad

this is a lesson i have learned time and time again.. so imma talk about it

although i am 15 and a half years old i hav had millions of opportunities and options in my life.  some i acted on rite away. while others i just let slip by.  either by choice or by accident.  the common denominator of the ones i hav let slip by would hav to be guys.  {thats another story entirely}  i hav figured out that every oppertunity gives u a million choices on how to react to it.  so  by my math skills that would make trillions of different ways i could have come out. {hahaha, pun intended}  i am happy with the way i came out so i cannot complain.

the thing life gives u is the opportunity the way u take the opportunity is ur destiny.  destiny is only written by the second so ur actions change it.  not dictated by it.

i think that the world points u to the right way with every opportunity with subtle signs.  if there is a guy asking me out.  then a bird flys by my head i would say yes.  but if an ant crawls on my hand i would say no.  if a person asks me to go to a raging party that i would hav a great time at but get totally smashed at and a sad song came out of no where i would say no but if a good song came on i would say hell yea!!  it sounds like i dont make my decisions but i choose to let the world help guide me but the choice is all up to me.  like this sunday every sign told me to not dance with the guy but i  ignored it all and choose to hav a good time even if it would end bad.  it didnt thank god but it was still fun. so just listen and watch and if the signs point u somewher u dont want to go then......choose another way.  ur destiny is up to u.  choose wisley

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love you all {that made no sense in my head but it does on the screen}