redirection

so my friend has inadvertently hellped me see that my blog has become too superficial....so hold on tight for a deep blog.

so today i hung out the entire day with a guy that i like. and he healed my beaten up soul. {and god noes that it needed to be healed.} 

he made me realize something though....he made me realize that we all need human touching and love.  yes yes yes we all hav known that since birth, but it extends to new meanings as u grow up.  for me it has become a closer more intimate experience then wehn i was 12 or even 9 years old.  thanks to him i hav the sudle smile back that i started this year off with.  i owe him another date at least. 

but all of us need different levels of love. mine might be at a higher level then urs but that doesnt make me anything but normal.  dont forget to find that love that u need and hold onto it until it runs out and u need more cuz u never noe when it will come around again.  dont be afraid to grab it, but be weary of were it leads

luv you all